She woke up
From bliss
Sleep
She didn’t remember when
It had happened
But as her consciousness came
She knew
It had come to an end
Guilt
She couldn’t pretend
The feeling of betraying a friend
Used him
Somewhere in there
A question
She couldn’t stay
Will it offend
Actions
She couldn’t defend
This
Couldn’t be home
Why
Her mind backtracked
To her clothing
Noting
He was peaceful
Lightly snoring
Her heart skipped
Not him
It can’t be
Tonight was a vacation
Relaxing
Wasn’t supposed to be reality
Facts in
Were otherwise
Not him
She herself looking longingly
At his back
And
She had to resist
The temptation to reach out
With her right hand
It was early morning
So she told herself
She wasn’t leaving
Like a thief in the night
And
While she was driving
Glimpses of bodies entwined
Flashed through her mind
And
Writhing
She could feel
The reaction
Between her thighs
Damn
Lies
And
That’s what she continued
To tell herself
She opened her front door
I don’t like
Him
At that point
Her mind and body
Were fighting
Her heart was silent
“Why
Had I went?”
Why
Did she go
She knew
But a dream
Come true
Leaves consequences
To live through
“He doesn’t
Even want you.”
That one
She couldn’t believe
She wants to
Not him
Undo
She had woken up
So happily
An hour ago
Why
Did life have to be
So
Cruel