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So Much

Twins twins
So much
People know me to be
So clutch
Move to fifth…
Ah the gift
Never read my ish before
Then that explains the rif(t)f
Between us
The wind it seems gusts
Retired now
Reminiscing about when you had a teen bust
Could you have used it then to just
Empower yourself
But you tried that
Got locked up
Your hands were tied back
Trapped
Now you try to teach just
Your daughter doesn’t seem to believe us
Feels deceived just…
Ice and heat
Cussed at us between
Between lust
Now she has a daughter
And you grieve cause
You know history repeats
Fuss
In the morning wouldn’t deplete dusk
Enter me act 1 scene two with the deep musk
Clothes covering The Me is neat tux
Shimmer on and off reve(a)l
In my deep cuts
Used to be that people knew me to be
So clutch
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When, You, Like…

When I was young
You entered my life
Like a restless breeze on an endless night

When I was needing
You were always there
Like a cheery sun on the brightest day

When I was hurting
You opened your arms wide
Like a never-ending carousel at a fair going round and round

When I was unhappy
You gave your love freely
Like a tired babe that sleeps soundly

When I was quiet
You whispered ever so sweetly
Like a rose petal softly on tender and parched lips

When I needed comfort
You showed endless compassion
Like a rainbow after a great storm

When I cried
You were soft and sensitive
Like the softest silk under fingertip

When I am old
You may leave my life as you entered it
But this time like an endless breeze on a restless night

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LIFE FUCKING

The only one I’m fucking with is life
This type of loving is addictive and painful
My heart runs through time
Tiring out my body
The intensity in every step is what propels me forward
Hurting
Burning
Stretching me in every way possible
Can you feel the life I live
Because it’s fucking you too
Long and abundant
Filled with so much energy that wants to flow out
Implant its seed into you and I
Whether it be in front of your face or behind your back
Life is inserting its purpose into our existence
Changing us forever
Making us hopefully better
Inside and outside
Thrusting us into situations
So emotions can creep in
Build
Then Explode
Leaving wet stains on the sheets of your brain
Relax
Breath
Life’s just fucking with you

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Look Deeper

I yearn for peace
But I live for war
Are you with me so far
I’ve been battered
Bruised and broken
But you’ll never see a scar
Centre of attention
The sunlight
But I’ll never be the star
The bad guy
In a good movie
By the end
The audience
Still doesn’t know who you are
Look deeper
If you see my ideas contradicting
Then it’s neither
Look deeper
The story starts
At the beginning and the end
It’s confusing but
You’re a good reader so
Look deeper
You’ve never met anyone like me before
Check your memories
That part of the spectrum is only a part
Maybe the start
Is he the villain
Is he the hero
Could it be
Should I be afraid
Or is it me
Confusion
As it should
be
Is he from our local neighbour-
Hood
I heard a lot about him
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100 Day Story: Day 0005

It’s as they say
There should be a saying for it
If there isn’t one already
Anyways
She didn’t work yesterday
The one who
Held her hand in marriage
Didn’t show
The nurse had been given the day off
The dragon
Was eager to know
Where she wanted to go
With such insistence
Raising her suspicions
Wasn’t part of the plan
Because their secret
Was now her secret
And she needed to keep it
That advantage
Close at hand
So there was no escape
And today she was still looking
For a way to get away
She would’ve called him
If she had a way
If he had left a number
And her mode of communication
Was still her own
The saying goes
Something like
This
Isn’t the time
To relapse into clichés
As it was already midday
Saturday
The third day
And there had been no further exchange
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