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My name is Earl. The show.
My life , my wife
Wait no, I’m wife
In strife
In life
Sickness and health
Til death may we part
But my name can’t be Earl if I myself am a girl
Cruel mothers name their kids cruel things
But my mother wasn’t
So while I am a girl
I am not a girl named Earl
I did however
At one point
A time or two
Watched a show called my name is Earl
Why do we needed to know what is name is
That’s far beyond my scope of understanding
Did I care
Did you care
Someone cared
Questions breed more questions
Confused?
Me too
It’d be more helpful if our questions breed answers
Would it not?
Or would life be too easy
Too easy to be
Easy to exist
Too easy to love
Too easy to live in a world filled … Continue reading

Mortal Kombat

We’ll always run into tines in our lives
When we’re faced to cross two bridges
Y he path to heaven and to hell
Now I’m stuck between the two
It seems every choice I make I’ve gotta think it through
’Cause the pastor preaches one thing
And my mind thinks the next
Now I’m living life with never ending suspense
Not knowing where I’ll end up after
With this life that I lived
I mean haven’t I been in hell?
This life that I live…

Nothing but agony and pain streaming down each one of
My veins
My brain begins to question itself, am I going insane?

Decisions I’ve made, I’ve always went with what was thought to be right
Even if it meant allowing my loved ones to think I was acting out of spite
Or even if it meant I had to cry myself to sleep every night… Continue reading

Seeking Self-Awareness within Christianity

My knowledge of other religions is superficial and my knowledge of Christianity is just a little more in depth so it’s only natural that I would begin with exploring the thought of self-awareness through the lens of Christianity first. This thought is not coming from a place of attack on anyone’s beliefs or for the purpose of a Bible quoting war. It is simply an expression of the place where I know myself to exist, a place where there is no conflict between my spirituality and my self-awareness, the place where I AM.

If you are a Christian or hold onto a Christian belief then it makes sense to me that the headline should be that the Christ came; all other stories are simply background or build up. So, with that in mind I say this, the foundation of Christianity is Love. God came into the world because of Love … Continue reading

Fall in Love For a Minute

“I was inspired by the line from Isaiah Rashad’s song “Mani Lux”; key line – ‘You made me fall in love for a minute’.”

You made me fall in love for a minute

Then I woke up from the fantasy
And saw the real me
Reappear in the mirror
Behind my own eyes
See
You

Made me fall in love for a minute
Then I got my grind back
Reinstated focus
On my empire
Instead of clinging to your
Desire
You

Made me fall in love for a minute
Then I thought
Let me flip the switch
Catch you in my net
Make you fall in love for a life time
‘Cause I’m that
Tempting
You

Fall in love for a minute
Encased in your heart
You can’t let me go
Thirsty for my soul
Hungry for that real
Love
You

Fall in love for a minute
I’m all you … Continue reading

The Good

The good are always punished
It starts out as a normal day
Get ready to go out
Then the moment you step outside
Everything goes wrong
And you don’t understand

The good are always punished
Is it the price you pay for being
The darkness
Wants to be you
But can’t
So it must feed on your light

The good are always punished
Daily it’s trying to bring you down
Change your positive to negative
Break your heart and set your soul afire
Who are you
Why are you evil’s desire
What value does your life have in this world

The good are always punished
Because you are supposed to be the end of darkness
Within you is the one thing that can save this world
You are the answer
The darkness can’t live amongst you
Your energy will seep into the depth of the abyss
Then clear it of … Continue reading