This book is almost full
Of shit
Bull
Pits
I’ve fallen in
I talked about throughout and in
Like times when you’ve probably thought
You’ve got the better of me
When I couldn’t write
A letter B
Contemplating what was better to be
Hero or villain
Chased by those dogs again
I bet you I won’t fall again
I feel so tall again
Family I can call a friend
Won’t let me stall again
Not like before when they were all pretend
Leave me standing
Or you might find an end
So I’m going to talk my shit again
The government’s on your side
Bullshit
They won’t hate me for my pride
Bullshit
If I wasn’t in finer things
Couldn’t buy you diamond rings
You’d still let me take you for a ride
Bullshit
If the ocean comes again
Drowns me once again
Your arms will open wide
Bullshit
In the future
I’ll see some teary eyes
But you can’t come to me with that bullshit
I know who was on my side
And in this world
There are few who can pass me
Or even match me stride for stride
So family warned me once in a whisper
They’ll never rush you solo
It’ll always be a crowd
And they’ll always do it quietly
Never do it loud
So for this last part
Let me step up on my pulpit
If you were standing on the side
Laughing as I fell
I’ll still call you a culprit
At least an accomplice
Because the envy
And your wish for me to fail
What did it really accomplish
Because the people who love me
They love this
Mad at me
For hiding from success
And since I have a few more pages
I’ll use them to let them know how I feel
Let them know the love is real
Make sure they’re never hungry
Even if it means I don’t have a meal