It’s crazy how you’re so lost
Dying from the outside in
Self absorbed nymphomaniac
Who thinks she’s a woman
It’s crazy how you’re so lost
Thinking you know so much
‘Cause you have a little vision
Black girl
Wannabe white girl
Searching for herself in everyone
It’s crazy how you’re so lost
Who are you looking at
Lying on your back
Do you think he actually cares
Your pussy doesn’t matter
In the grand scheme of things
It’s crazy how you’re so lost
Talking about being empowered
Your leg spread across the map
I was like you but then I grew
Built myself and changed
It’s crazy how you’re so lost
Saying I’m not normal or black
When I use my brain
Not my ass
To gain success and assets
It’s crazy that you can’t see you’re lost
So
Tell me how smart can you be
If all you understand isn’t sound
I’m tried
Tested and true
The truth in flesh multiplied upon itself
Genuine article in a sea of falsehoods
It’s crazy how you’ve lost from the start
There is no competing with me
I’m everything you’re not
It’s sad ‘cause this is all for naught
You may never be found
Wander in the wilderness and die
It’s crazy how angry I get ‘cause you’re so lost
I want to slap sense into you
But what would that do if you’re unreceptive
Not caring about you enough to be better
It’s crazy ‘cause I end up crying for your loss
All I wish is to save you from yourself
Stop the degradation of your soul
The lie of freedom can’t be stopped by me
It’s not my consequence
To accept your responsibility
It’s crazy how I wish you weren’t lost anymore
Hoping one day I can say I was wrong
You are everything I am and more
Like a child who learns from their parents
Adapts their lessons and grows
The offspring of genius
But for now you are lost
It’s crazy
I don’t want to know you anymore
~*ANNÆLLE*~